Beautiful ,yet controlling.
Demanding in its desires and needs.
up and down, fight or flight
yet your miracoulus storms bring different angles of perfection
tearing it down
to focus whats up
simplicity and calm
surrendering in its teaching
within these different parts
for these parts make me whole
My head just trailed back from a reminder earlyier today
co worker mentioned somthing and brought me back.
its like a forgot or just ignored it
I havnt actually validated anything that i remebered today
if i was to write , experiences.. what happend
i couldnt even put them in cornological order
age or anything... my mind switches from one instance to another.the disorginization of it all drives me a little batty
so its hard to have a beggining or an end
where to start?
have a name of a person and start there?
Have a word and begin from that?
Role they played
I dont know my minds been numb for so long ,im lacking that part it seems
I used to be so good at it? explaining i mean
whered I go?
Iam in pain beacuse babe
its that time again
but this time its for real
those words will be spoken
and this time they wont be broken
my tears have shed
it hurts me more to hurt you
Only a matter of time before im replaced and forgotten
for Iam nothing but a discration
and a time filler
im not convinced
maybe its me
but this time im for real
its not meant to be
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